proposal

it is indeed the saddest things that i had recently.

losing my bb.

it is given by him, making that phone as his representative at all times.
whenever i feel alone, my hands automatically search that phone.
when i'm looking for the phone, it means i'm looking for him. waiting any calls, expecting any miscall, hoping any sms.
i even set a specific blink color so that i can know if any alert is from him.

i never cry over a lost thing for like two days.
this is the first time.

i tak rasa rugi.
i rasa hilang.

but then, he is the one who said;
"harta dunia mana kekal."

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malik,
if that the case, i never want you as my dunia.
please be my akhirat.

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