update

'no issue' sometimes is an awkward for manufacturing process. eventhough supposely everyone should be happy or at least being not much worry, 'no issue' sometimes heard like not that convincing.

"really? no issue?"

but i kinda get used to it nowadays. It is real that there are process that is very stable and it's like, "let the machine run the process."

and even there is one small tiny issue came out, my response was like,

"you tipu i ea?"

hahahahahaha.
a response which i think i should not do it again.
hee.

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life is easy and straightforward.
you do good, you deserve better.
you do bad, you deserve worst.

but it's kinda annoying when i deserve the worst just because somebody else did the bad.
but i guess it's normal and i have to accept it since i cannot do things all alone.
teamwork bebeh, teamwork.
which i think, other word for that is sacrifice bebeh, sacrifice.

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last night, i flashed back my life back until 10 years ago.
when i started my boarding school life, when i started to make decision, when i started to understand what is Responsibility,

and then suddenly i realized,
i played no part for myself.

kalau nat dibincang tentang niat, memang jarang niat aku untuk memuaskan hati atau diri sendiri. kecualilah kalau makan atau mandi, itu memang buat untuk diri sendiri.

termasuklah ambil course engineering, termasuklah menjadi engineer, termasuklah.....ok no need.

i don't think these matter come from my heart.

in simple line, i just follow the flow.

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which i think,
i have to stop this.

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duh......need to continue this entry some other time.

thanks for reading.