emosi first week

 

first week was very challenging.
i played with people.
i played with machine. and chemicals if they can be included.
and i played with myself.

nah.
don't interpret the last line wrongly.

works were like a mountain even though that was the first week.
even nak bawak laptop pergi IT nak suruh installkan broadband pun i tak buat2 lagi.
sangat paranoid tak boleh nak catch up things faster dekat office maka terkejar sana sini ikut orang situ sini.

in fact, first day dah kene lecture and balik pukul 10 malam.
kahkahkahkahkah.
entri ni mesti buat orang cuak nak keje s**p****.
hahaha.

but after all.

i don't mind the stress.
and i can accept the pressures.

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i can't accept an unanswered call when i desperately wanted to hear you voice every time i got home.

and that was when the tears start falling.

*****

guess now i understand why wife need to be all charming waiting for the husband coming home from office. 

hahahahahahaha.